I'm not even sure that I want to be the Pineapple Mushroom Man any more. I want to be Max. I don't think I've been truly Max since I was 10. So if I start now, it may take me till I'm 32 to be truly Max again. For now, I'll just be and not fight what I've been.
Tonight feels like a night for Debussy. Though as I listen to his Symphonic swells, it feels as if there's some piece of the melody misses. He stirs emotions in me and brings them to conclusions, but the conclusions seem somehow unfinalized. I'm going through his pieces on youtube, but they somehow none of them give me any closure. They simply keep the emotion, or the feeling, swirling up and up. I wonder if it will ever come down, if Debussy will ever give me that sense of closure...
I've always loved this one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LlvUepMa31o&feature=related
Edit:I'm just listening to it now. I think this may be what I was looking for.
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